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There is a little under 1/2 an hour before my next class begins. I'm here in the library on the computers for the sole purpose of stimulating my brain in order to keep me awake. I ended up just going to sleep last night only after attempting to write my paper. I just couldn't stare at the blurry screen any longer and my brain was not functioning in the least bit. I set my alarm for around 8:15 this morning so I could shower. It went off, I got up to turn it off, and then went back into my bed. Of course I ended up falling asleep. For some reason I thought I had reset my alarm for a few more minutes of sleep even though I know I didn't and so next thing I knew it was 8:55. I jumped into the shower. I didn't get out of my room until after 9:20 and normally by then I'd be eating breakfast. I ended up being 10 or 15 minutes late for class. It wasn't a big deal. I have until later today to turn in my paper, I think he even said we could turn it in tomorrow but I'm not sure so hopefully I'll get it written up today and emailed to him. He also said that we all have A's in the class and so if we don't want to take the final then we don't have to but we do have to turn in the discussion question that he had handed out beforehand to turn in when taking the final. He also said he prefers if we would take the final but we don't have to and its our choice. Some people didn't show up to class today and so they don't know that really they don't have to take the final and they'll just show up tomorrow and have to take it anyways. I haven't decided just yet if I'm going to take it or not. It really all depends how my night goes. If I'm up really late studying for art history then I'm probably not going to go. But if I work well and get to bed at a reasonable time then I have no issue taking the finals because its all the same material we had on the first two exams and it'll make the teacher happy.
it feels like Monday today. I bet most people have that feeling. The real Monday this week seems like such a blur. Tho Monday was a good day because I had one class cancelled and so I got to wake up 2 hours later (have I written this before? hmm, oh well) and I got to park near my art history classroom so there was no walking across campus twice. Of course just as I started driving to school it started to rain and I had to walk in the rain a bit. Thankfully I was wearing a sweatshirt (its freezing in the classroom!) so I was able to keep covered.
My eyes are barely open. I feel so weak. As I walking out of class towards the library I thought I was going to collapse on the ground. 4 hours of sleep is not a enough for anyone. I really think I'm going to fall asleep in art history. I think the setting of the classroom is just inviting us to go to sleep. She shows a slideshow so the room is dark. Its also freezing so its very difficult to focus. And art is so boring all one can think about is going to sleep. Oh well. Its times like these I could really use a coke. I'm actually really tempted to go buy one. How long has it been? Since April so that's about 2 1/2 months now. That's just not normal. Wow, an ice cold coke sounds sooooo good. oh man, I must stop thinking about it. I have delicious koolaid in my bag that would be just as good as the cold caffeinated coke bubbles....
I drove to school today. My mom didn't even say anything as I was walking out of the house. I think the left eye is still blurry. Its not like people have to be worried that I'm on the road. I can see the traffic lights and I can see the lines for my lane and I can see cars in front of me. I just cant make out all the signs until I get closer to them but I know my way around here perfectly so what's the issue, its not like I read the signs all the time.... Ok, time for class....