addendum

i just realized that maybe the red sox loss wasnt so funny after all. they're only 1 game ahead of the yankees and they're gonna b playing them next week. we should have had a nice 3 game weekend with them like 2 weeks ago when the yankees were like 24 games behind. ok maybe it wasnt 24, but the point is u can lose 3 games to the yankees and still b e 21 games ahead. i kno i kno its not 24. neways so now im a little scared. i mean a lot. not that i should be scared bc 1 loss for beckett is not gonna ruin him. unless hes like derek lowe and cant get over losing. hm that would b tragic. but i do miss lowe. like the time he won the playoff game v the yankees and he was so nervous when the game was ending. ok thats all 4 the addendum.